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It's not our experiences the source of our "identity", is it? (The "who we are" thing. Deeply. That inner concept of "being", of "self", or whatever is the correctly or better way to say it... So hard to talk about, it seems). It's what we have chosen to become with those experiences.

Does it make difference to pass through a huge amount of situiations if we don't grow with it? If we don't think about it, we will be changed by either way, possibly without our perception of it. But if we thinkabout it, if we have the courage to look into ourselves, we will choose the path. We can choose, at some level -the direction of who we want to become.

Who am I going to be?

Am I paying attention to myself?   

Conexão

 What am I connected to?

After getting something I suddenly I search for it a little bit deeper... So fast, if I could put into words as fast as it happens it would be like a short documentary. Lots of... Thoughts.

Such as: why am I connected to this? How did I get at this point? And, ahm, the most important doubts about myself: Do I want to keep these connections? Do I want to change it, to improve it, to let it go? Which is, itself, a inner dialogue about being able to connect past, present and future 'selfs' from the bigger picture "myself". Also, this is an attempt to actualy choose who I want to become. Connecting to myself to build another self. 

I guess was something like that...