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 What am I connected to?

After getting something I suddenly I search for it a little bit deeper... So fast, if I could put into words as fast as it happens it would be like a short documentary. Lots of... Thoughts.

Such as: why am I connected to this? How did I get at this point? And, ahm, the most important doubts about myself: Do I want to keep these connections? Do I want to change it, to improve it, to let it go? Which is, itself, a inner dialogue about being able to connect past, present and future 'selfs' from the bigger picture "myself". Also, this is an attempt to actualy choose who I want to become. Connecting to myself to build another self. 

I guess was something like that...